i only want three things in life1)to be respected & at the same time respect others.
2)to be appreciated.
3)to be cared.
i guess i won't be able to get them.
i'm sacrificing to much for danceworks and i'm negelcting my responsibilities.
i swear alot of things are in my mind right now.
my grandmum cried cause i haven't been visiting her for a week plus.
she cooked for me and waited, but i never turned up.
my cousin's are not talking to me, and it all relates.
my brother said i'm gonna end up being like those people outside whom nobody cares about if i continue to do this to my own family and being home late.
my bill exploded for the fifth time in a row.
my mum called me a nuisance.
i'm neglecting my friends.
i can't cope with math.
i can't get physics.
my math teacher told me i was gonna fail everything if i continue like this.
i skipped two and a half months of cca for danceworks.
competition is in 2 weeks.
i'm not ready and neither are we as a group.
i never fail to make my bestfriend angry and loses his mood.
i'm sucha sucker/.
i look at this things and then i look at the things i want in life.
i won't be able to achieve them if i do this cause it contradicts alot.
i really suck i swear.
i really can't take it.
i'm gonna breakdown anytime sooner.
i'm such a sucker.
i;m sorry people, i'm in no mood to tag.
Happy belated birthday to you brother.
30t was great at MDIS.
its too late, might as well face it.
