So I Will Run Till My Feet Don't Touch The Ground

i only want three things in life
1)to be respected & at the same time respect others.
2)to be appreciated.
3)to be cared.

i guess i won't be able to get them.

i'm sacrificing to much for danceworks and i'm negelcting my responsibilities.
i swear alot of things are in my mind right now.

my grandmum cried cause i haven't been visiting her for a week plus.
she cooked for me and waited, but i never turned up.
my cousin's are not talking to me, and it all relates.
my brother said i'm gonna end up being like those people outside whom nobody cares about if i continue to do this to my own family and being home late.
my bill exploded for the fifth time in a row.
my mum called me a nuisance.
i'm neglecting my friends.
i can't cope with math.
i can't get physics.
my math teacher told me i was gonna fail everything if i continue like this.
i skipped two and a half months of cca for danceworks.
competition is in 2 weeks.
i'm not ready and neither are we as a group.
i never fail to make my bestfriend angry and loses his mood.
i'm sucha sucker/.

i look at this things and then i look at the things i want in life.
i won't be able to achieve them if i do this cause it contradicts alot.

i really suck i swear.
i really can't take it.
i'm gonna breakdown anytime sooner.
i'm such a sucker.

i;m sorry people, i'm in no mood to tag.

Happy belated birthday to you brother.
30t was great at MDIS.

its too late, might as well face it.

fuck.
i'm really am stressed, like god damn fucking stressed.
you don't have to know why i am.

i really had no mood today, and everything is bundled in my mind. so many things in my mind.
i can't take it.

sorry to those whom i didn't reply their texts or whatever, i'm sorry.
i just want this to clear out.

and i think these few pictures made me smile, and plus the people in it.
i'll never forget you guys. cause you guys rock too much. =)

and thanks haziqah for the 45 cents goodbye(you know what it is)
thanks rasyad, as always, you know you rock.
and thanks hazierah for checking up on me even though i wasn't in the mood. =)

i can feel the veins in my head

20 MORE DAYS TO DANCEWORKS!
its getting nearer and nearer and i think i'm gonna be nervous.

well, went on a v date/ or rather just go out. (you guys would prolly know who already)
didn't celebrate v day okayy! hahah. just went out. =P
we went to marina barrage and blahblahblah, the rest you guys don't need to know. =P
hahahah.
thanks for going out with me!
=D

and i'm addicted to BUSTED again!
listen to this rocking band.
i just found our they got two new songs(jumps)
now i badly want their original album cause i only have the fake one.
i think i lost it/.

oh, before i forget, THANK YOU APRIL LIM FOR THE MARVELLLLLLLOUS CUPCAKE AND THANK YOU QAZIMAH FOR YOU KNOW WHAT> =D

lets drive till we run out of road

I'M SO FREAKING PISSED WITH THE CAB DRIVER!
(happened on thursday)

kayy, this is what happened

me: bedok green secondary
cab driver: where is that?
me: near red swastika and near the PIE
cab driver: i don't know where is that. where are you going?
me: school?
cab driver: thats is your school?
me: ya!
cab driver: then why didn't you tell me the way? you know the way right!(scolded me)
me: eh hello, i'm the passnger, why are you scolding me?!
cab driver: i don't know how to go in your school, i drop you here.
me: you suck(slams the door)

WTFFFFF right?
i was like so late for school lah can, and i still had to cross the bridge. -.-
had to pay 6 close to 7 bucks and its not even around the school.

well, first of all, sorry hazierah! i saved this post at drafts lah cause i don't have pictures. =P
and thanks for being there for me! really appreciate it alot. =D
you rock like no other bangs rock( no sense). =P
hahah.

and met up with the usual ffdc-ers on friday and saturday.
and welcome yun ling! to the family. =D

hahha, and i really want a cameraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. just by staring at rasyad's camera that he borrowed me for me to upload the pictures, i can cry lah can(exaggerated).
=(
i wanttttttttttt, a freaking camera.

and something's weird happening to me! i THINK i'm starting to like red( the colour i hate besides orange)
i suddenly have alot of red stuffs now lah can! this can't be happeningggggggggggggggggg. hahah/

and i'm gonna fill up my stomach now with food so byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

oh, listen to my remixes, the ZuperZul remixes.
hahah. i find it very nice!

i heard what i heard, and i can't believe what i heard

PHYSICS IS SO BORING!
i almost doze off during lesson, or maybe i already did except i forgot. =P
seriously, its like lights off projector open and teach. no fun seyy.
wonder how izwah and aslinda find it fun.
and shitsz, there's a physics test and i think i'm gonna flunk, its quite confusing but i'll still try! i promised right, so i will keep to my promise. =D

and I"M SO SWEET(not literally that is).
wanna know why? irritating mosquitos are biting my ass off. so the itchy lah can.(scratches self)

and kayy, its been long since i had a really good post huh?
well, sent my brother to brunei for his army thingy on saturday, he'll be gone for two weeks!
good cause i have the whole room for myself, bad cause i have no one to talk to. =(
cause he rocks, always there for me. thanks bro. =D

and it was the first time i ate in a row seyy, dinner at nine, and BK at 11, then Ya Kun Kaya Toast at 1, breakfast at 10, small snack at 12.
god, i'm gonna be fat! hahah, but i like~
at least i'm not skinnaye. =D

and i'm really thankful to have such good friends that rock my world,(you guys know who you guys are)
THANKS! really, you won't know how i'll feel without you guys,
dah lah tkder abang for two weeks.

and i swear i'm crying out loud for a camera!

i swear its like one of the things i want badly now. =(
actually have been wanting.
its been like last april lah since i want it cause the camera i brought for brillante busted in me. =(
i don't care what kind of camera, as long it can snap pictures can already(thats how desperate i am)
but as what haziqah and rasyad said, must be patient.
i guess god has a reason for not letting me having it now.

and and i'm hooked to quite a few songs actually.
i'm hooked to holiday by this hot bitch here. =D

haha, i better post quickly and people! sssssssshhhhh! don't tell rasyad i ever posted this kayy! hahah.
i really think her music is nice, just that reach out is not one of my faves from her, other than that, THUMBS UP!
she rocks. haha.

and sugarcult's memory is definitely my song. hahah. its really addictive lah can! =D

if only i could take a step back